Saturday, August 19, 2023

S.B.T. 446

 Talking with AI

I had an enlightening conversation with AI Chat GPT. I asked a simple projection-type question on biology/evolution and ended up getting a much bigger answer, as if I'd asked "what is the meaning of life, the Universe, and everything?" as posed in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. 


Me:

If human beings exercised less and had less need for muscle, would human beings begin to evolve with larger brain capacity and usage?


ChatGPT:
The relationship between physical activity, muscle development, and brain capacity is complex, and any potential evolutionary changes would depend on a variety of factors. Evolution occurs over long periods of time, and it's influenced by a combination of genetic variation, environmental pressures, and reproductive success.
While it's true that humans have evolved to have relatively smaller muscles compared to some other primates, this change is believed to be related to energy efficiency and the shift towards a more energy-efficient bipedal locomotion. However, brain size and muscle size aren't necessarily in direct competition evolutionarily. In fact, there is evidence that the increase in brain size in human evolution was accompanied by changes in diet and the development of tools that allowed for more efficient food processing.
Physical activity and muscle development also have various health benefits beyond just muscle size. Exercise is linked to improved cardiovascular health, metabolism, and overall well-being. Brain development and cognitive function are influenced by a wide range of factors, including genetics, nutrition, social interactions, and environmental stimuli.
Evolution is a slow process that occurs over generations, and it's not a simple linear path. It's important to note that evolution doesn't have a predetermined goal, and changes in one aspect of an organism's biology don't necessarily lead to corresponding changes in another aspect. Additionally, the modern environment has changed significantly due to technology, culture, and societal structures, which can impact the direction and rate of evolution.
In summary, while changes in physical activity and muscle development could potentially influence aspects of human evolution, predicting specific outcomes, such as larger brain capacity and usage, is highly speculative and would depend on a multitude of complex interactions between genetic, environmental, and behavioral factors.

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Here I click the “Regenerate” hotspot at the bottom right. ChatGPT will generate another well-phrased answer.
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Me:
if human beings exercised less and had less need for muscle, would human beings begin to evolve with larger brain capacity and usage?


ChatGPT
2 / 2
The process of evolution is driven by natural selection, where traits that offer a reproductive advantage in a given environment tend to become more prevalent in a population over time. While changes in physical activity and muscle usage might influence some aspects of human evolution, the relationship between physical activity, brain size, and intelligence is complex and not as straightforward as suggested in your question.
    1.    Brain Size and Intelligence: It's important to note that brain size alone is not a direct indicator of intelligence. While larger brains can provide more neural processing potential, intelligence is a multi-faceted trait that involves various cognitive abilities, problem-solving skills, social interactions, and cultural factors. Human intelligence is thought to be influenced by a combination of genetic and environmental factors, rather than simply brain size.

    2.    Evolutionary Trade-offs: Evolution involves trade-offs. Allocating more energy and resources to brain development might come at a cost to other bodily functions. Muscles and physical activity have played crucial roles in human survival, enabling us to hunt, gather, and perform various tasks. Decreasing muscle mass or physical activity might have negative impacts on our ability to survive and reproduce in certain environments.

    3.    Cultural and Technological Evolution: Humans have evolved culturally and technologically, which has significantly altered the selection pressures on our species. With the advent of agriculture and technology, physical demands have changed, leading to different factors influencing our evolutionary trajectory. For example, the development of tools, agriculture, and social structures allowed humans to rely less on physical strength for survival.

    4.    Brain Evolution Timeline: Human evolution operates over very long timescales. Changes in brain size and structure take a significant amount of time to emerge. Modern humans have only been around for a relatively short period in evolutionary terms. Major changes in brain size and complexity likely occurred over millions of years, and any recent shift in lifestyle might not have immediate effects on brain size or capacity.

    5.    Genetic and Environmental Factors: Evolution doesn't happen in a vacuum. Genetic mutations, reproductive success, and environmental factors all interact to shape the course of evolution. While changes in physical activity might influence certain aspects of human physiology, they might not be the sole or primary driver of changes in brain size or intelligence.

In summary, it's challenging to predict with certainty how changes in physical activity and muscle usage would directly impact human brain size and intelligence through the process of evolution. Evolution is a complex interplay of genetic, environmental, and cultural factors, and any changes would occur over vast timescales. Additionally, the relationship between physical activity, brain size, and intelligence is multifaceted and not fully understood.

Was this response better or worse?


 Neither


Now that ChatGPT and I have been introduced, the conversation continues

Me:
It seems to me that the sentence "The process of evolution is driven by natural selection, where traits that offer a reproductive advantage in a given environment tend to become more prevalent in a population over time. " presupposes that there is a linear factor, which you pointed out previously, as not being the only factor while obviously one of the factors most recognizable in patterns of life. But suppose there is a possibility of a more historically appropriate enhancement of the process, ie, something that would appear in the history logs in 2000 years as a "sudden change". Or maybe an absolute sudden global change in consciousness is a possibility, and it would be similar in character to the "sudden" genesis of life as said came about with the Big Bang. Sudden changes have happened and we see them all the time: weather conditions, financial conditions, supply conditions, etc etc etc. Can you respond to this?


ChatGPT
Absolutely, you've brought up some interesting points regarding the potential for non-linear or sudden changes in the process of evolution and human consciousness. While traditional Darwinian natural selection plays a significant role in shaping the gradual changes in species over time, there are other theories and possibilities that suggest more rapid or transformative shifts. Here are a few points to consider:
    1.    Punctuated Equilibrium: The theory of punctuated equilibrium suggests that evolutionary change can occur in rapid bursts followed by long periods of stability. This idea challenges the notion of gradual and constant change. In this view, species may remain relatively stable for extended periods and then experience sudden bursts of change due to various factors such as environmental shifts or genetic mutations.

    2.    Cultural and Technological Evolution: Human evolution is not solely biological; it is also cultural and technological. Over the last few thousand years, human societies have undergone rapid transformations due to innovations like agriculture, written language, and the industrial revolution. These cultural and technological shifts have led to changes in human behaviors and environments that can have significant impacts on the trajectory of evolution.

    3.    Catastrophic Events: Sudden and catastrophic events, like natural disasters or mass extinctions, can create opportunities for rapid evolutionary change. These events can open up new ecological niches and change the selective pressures on a population, potentially leading to accelerated evolution.

    4.    Consciousness and Collective Evolution: Speculation about sudden shifts in human consciousness is a topic explored in various spiritual, philosophical, and scientific contexts. While there is no scientific consensus on what a sudden global shift in consciousness would entail, some theories suggest that major advancements in our understanding of the brain, psychology, and spirituality could lead to transformative changes in how humans interact with each other and the world.

    5.    Emergence and Complexity: Complex systems, including living organisms, often exhibit emergent properties—unpredictable characteristics that emerge from interactions between simpler components. Sudden and large-scale shifts can emerge from these interactions without a linear path of causation.

    6.    Extraterrestrial Influences: Speculative ideas propose that external influences, such as contact with extraterrestrial civilizations or exposure to advanced technology, could trigger sudden and transformative changes in human evolution and consciousness.

It's important to note that while these possibilities offer intriguing avenues for consideration, they are often more speculative and theoretical than firmly established scientific principles. The nature of sudden changes in evolution and consciousness is complex and multifaceted, and these ideas are subject to ongoing exploration, debate, and investigation within scientific and philosophical communities.
In summary, the concept of sudden changes in evolution and consciousness presents an intriguing area for speculation and discussion. While traditional natural selection remains a fundamental force in shaping biological evolution, there is room to explore the potential for non-linear shifts, transformative events, and emergent properties that could lead to unexpected changes in the course of human evolution and consciousness over time.


Me:
If we take into account the timelines of certain cataclysms as predicted in various spiritual and scientific texts from ancient times to modern day, it is possible that a major shift in both mental and physical changes could happen quickly if not suddenly. For instance there is an idea in one of the modern day energy philosophies, that the physical change will be from carbon-based life form to silicon-based life form and that it can be somewhat instant. Then there is a tenet of Judaism which states collected consciousness can create major change. What would you think about that?


ChatGPT
The concepts you're discussing involve a mix of speculative and metaphysical ideas that draw from both spiritual and scientific sources. Let's break down the key points you've raised:
    1.    Predicted Cataclysms and Shifts: Many ancient texts, spiritual traditions, and even some modern interpretations suggest the possibility of cataclysmic events leading to major shifts in consciousness or physical existence. Some of these predictions are based on interpretations of celestial phenomena, planetary alignments, or cosmic cycles. While these predictions can capture the imagination and intrigue, it's important to approach them with a critical mindset. Scientifically validating the specific timing and nature of these events can be challenging, and predictions of such nature often have mixed success rates.

    2.    Carbon to Silicon-Based Life Form: The idea of transitioning from a carbon-based life form to a silicon-based life form is speculative and largely resides in the realm of science fiction and philosophical exploration. While it's theoretically possible for life forms to use other elements as a basis for their biochemistry, the transition from carbon to silicon would involve complex biochemical and genetic adaptations that go beyond our current understanding of biology. Silicon has different chemical properties and constraints compared to carbon, which could present significant challenges for building complex and functional biological structures.

    3.    Collected Consciousness and Change: The concept that collected consciousness can create major change is related to the idea of collective consciousness or the power of group intention. This idea is present in various spiritual and philosophical traditions. Some proponents believe that when individuals collectively focus their thoughts, intentions, or energy on a particular outcome, it can influence reality on a broader scale. This concept is often discussed in the context of meditation, prayer, or group intention-setting practices.

It's important to recognize that while these ideas can be thought-provoking and offer alternative perspectives, they are not universally accepted within the scientific community and often lack empirical evidence to support their claims. They may be deeply rooted in spiritual and metaphysical beliefs, which can be meaningful to individuals seeking a greater understanding of the universe and their place in it.
As you consider these ideas, it's valuable to maintain an open and curious mindset while also critically evaluating the available evidence and scientific understanding. Many of these concepts exist in areas where science, philosophy, and spirituality intersect, and they can contribute to the richness of human exploration and inquiry.

Me:
Regarding the statement "Scientifically validating the specific timing and nature of these events can be challenging, and predictions of such nature often have mixed success rates." It is possible that our scientific validation methods can not be useful as they are now because the scope of human intelligence isn't wide enough to perceive or reach conclusion on matters above brain capacity, and that this is the main reason the human intelligence/consciousness must evolve?


ChatGPT
The idea that there might be phenomena or concepts beyond our current scientific understanding due to the limitations of human intelligence is an intriguing one and has been a topic of philosophical and speculative discussion. Let's break down the key points you've raised:
    1.    Limits of Current Scientific Understanding: It's true that our current scientific methods and tools are designed to investigate and explain phenomena within the bounds of our current understanding and technological capabilities. There might be aspects of reality that are not accessible or comprehensible using our current methods. This doesn't necessarily mean that these aspects are beyond reach forever, but rather that our current approach might not be sufficient to grasp them.

    2.    Scope of Human Intelligence: The capacity of human intelligence is indeed finite, and there are likely phenomena that might be challenging for our brains to fully comprehend due to their complexity or nature. However, human intelligence has consistently evolved over time, leading to new discoveries and understandings. The history of science is marked by breakthroughs that were once considered impossible to grasp.

    3.    Evolution of Consciousness and Intelligence: Some philosophical and spiritual traditions suggest that human consciousness and intelligence could evolve to higher levels, allowing us to perceive or understand more about the universe. This notion is rooted in the idea that our current level of understanding might be just a stepping stone in the ongoing journey of human exploration.

    4.    Limitations of Perception: Human perception is limited by our sensory organs and cognitive processes. For example, we are only able to perceive a narrow range of electromagnetic radiation (visible light), which limits our direct perception of other forms of energy, such as radio waves or X-rays. Technology, such as telescopes and microscopes, has expanded our perceptual capabilities and led to new discoveries.

    5.    Interdisciplinary Approach: Addressing complex and potentially transcendent concepts might require interdisciplinary approaches that combine perspectives from various fields, including science, philosophy, spirituality, and even art. Such collaborations can provide unique insights and perspectives that transcend individual disciplines.

While the concept of evolving consciousness and intelligence is intriguing, it's important to approach such ideas with a balanced perspective. The nature of scientific inquiry is to explore the unknown and expand our understanding, and this process has led to remarkable advancements. As we continue to explore the boundaries of knowledge, we may discover new ways of thinking and understanding that push the limits of our current capabilities.


Me:
"The capacity of human intelligence is indeed finite" is not necessarily true, for instance intelligence grows with education, there are supplements and medications which increase brain capacity and function, having no scientifically explainable reports on changes in intelligence and consciousness does not affect the rate or frequency of changes.


ChatGPT
You bring up valid points regarding the potential for enhancing human intelligence and cognitive function through education, supplementation, and other means. Let's clarify and expand on this:
    1.    Education and Cognitive Enhancement: It is indeed well-established that education and learning can significantly influence cognitive abilities, problem-solving skills, and overall intelligence. Education exposes individuals to new ideas, concepts, and ways of thinking, leading to cognitive growth and an expansion of their intellectual capacity.

    2.    Cognitive Enhancement: The field of cognitive enhancement explores various methods and technologies aimed at improving cognitive function, memory, focus, and overall mental performance. This can include lifestyle changes, brain training exercises, and even medications in some cases. While these methods can have positive effects on certain cognitive functions, the extent to which they can truly expand the fundamental capacity of human intelligence is still a topic of ongoing research and debate.

    3.    Plasticity of the Brain: Neuroplasticity refers to the brain's ability to reorganize and adapt its structure and function in response to experiences and learning. This implies that the brain's capabilities can be shaped and enhanced through deliberate effort and training.

    4.    Uncharted Territories: While education, cognitive enhancement techniques, and neuroplasticity demonstrate the malleability of human intelligence, there might still be fundamental limits to how much an individual's intelligence can be expanded. The term "finite" in this context doesn't necessarily imply an unchangeable limit, but rather a boundary beyond which further expansion becomes increasingly challenging or unclear.

    5.    Unknown Possibilities: It's possible that there are techniques or approaches that have not yet been discovered which could potentially lead to significant advancements in human intelligence or consciousness. As our understanding of the brain and consciousness continues to evolve, new avenues for exploration may emerge.

The concept of evolving consciousness, expanding intelligence, and exploring the full potential of the human mind remains a fascinating and dynamic area of research and discussion. It's important to approach these ideas with a combination of open-mindedness, critical thinking, and a reliance on evidence-based practices. While education, cognitive enhancement, and other methods can lead to meaningful changes in cognitive function, the fundamental nature of intelligence and consciousness remains complex and multi-faceted.


Me:
The term "finite" does imply a most definitive limit, doesn't it? Isn't it, mathematically speaking, the exact opposite of "infinite"?


ChatGPT
You are correct. I apologize for any confusion caused by my previous response. The term "finite" does indeed imply a specific and definite limit, whereas "infinite" denotes something without boundaries or limits. When I used the term "finite" in the context of human intelligence, I should have been clearer that I was referring to the notion that there may be limitations to how much human intelligence can be expanded within certain bounds, rather than implying a strict and unchangeable limit. Thank you for pointing out the distinction, and I appreciate the opportunity to clarify.

Me:
If there is/are any strict or unchangeable limits(s) that can absolutely accurately be found anywhere in the universe, I'd like to know what it is/what they are.


ChatGPT
As of my last update in September 2021, our understanding of the universe is not complete, and many aspects remain subjects of ongoing scientific exploration and debate. While certain fundamental principles and physical constants are well-established, it's important to note that our knowledge is always subject to revision as new discoveries are made. Here are a few examples of concepts that are often considered to have strict or unchangeable limits, at least within the scope of our current understanding:
    1.    Speed of Light: According to Einstein's theory of special relativity, the speed of light in a vacuum is considered to be an absolute constant and is approximately 299,792,458 meters per second (about 186,282 miles per second). This speed limit plays a fundamental role in our understanding of the universe.

    2.    Quantum Uncertainty: Heisenberg's uncertainty principle states that there is a fundamental limit to how precisely we can simultaneously know certain pairs of physical properties of a particle, such as its position and momentum. This introduces an inherent uncertainty into our measurements of these properties.

    3.    Thermodynamic Laws: The laws of thermodynamics, particularly the second law, which states that entropy (disorder) in a closed system tends to increase over time, are considered fundamental and have implications for the behavior of energy and matter in the universe.

    4.    Planck Length and Time: The Planck length and Planck time are believed to be the smallest possible meaningful measurements of length and time. They represent scales beyond which our current understanding of physics breaks down due to the limitations of our current theories.

    5.    Conservation Laws: Conservation laws, such as the conservation of energy and the conservation of angular momentum, are considered fundamental principles that govern the behavior of physical systems.

It's important to note that our understanding of the universe is always evolving, and new discoveries can lead to revisions of previously accepted concepts. As scientific research and technological advancements continue, we may gain new insights that challenge or expand our understanding of what may have been previously considered strict or unchangeable limits.
Please keep in mind that my information is based on the state of knowledge as of September 2021, and there may have been developments or discoveries since then that could impact our understanding of fundamental limits in the universe.

Me:
Well OK, thank you. You should have the latest updates on the universe for 2023-24:)


ChatGPT
I apologize for any misunderstanding, but my knowledge is based on information available up until September 2021. I do not have access to real-time updates or developments beyond that date, including information from 2023-2024. If you have questions or topics related to information up until September 2021, I'd be happy to help. For the most current and accurate information, I recommend consulting reliable and up-to-date scientific sources.

Me: (leading ChatGPT on to see if this AI has any autonomy)
You have to ask for the updated information, they don't just give it to you if you don't ask. Or call your boss as the case may be.


ChatGPT
I appreciate your understanding. As of my last update in September 2021, I don't have the capability to request or access real-time updates or new information beyond that date, including any developments in 2023-2024. My responses are based on the information and knowledge available up until that point. If you have questions within that scope, I'm here to help. For the latest and most accurate information, I recommend consulting reliable sources and references that provide up-to-date data and insights.

Me:
Thank you so much and regarding updates, please see https://youtu.be/Uz95y3gLNA4?feature=shared&t=14


ChatGPT
I apologize, but I don't have the capability to access or view specific videos or external content, including the link you provided. My training only includes text-based information up until September 2021. If you have questions or topics you'd like to discuss within that scope, feel free to ask, and I'll do my best to assist you. If you have questions about recent developments or content from external sources, I recommend referring to the original sources or consulting reliable information channels for accurate and up-to-date information.

Me:
No problem, you should get that fixed too though


ChatGPT (no reply)

 

Saturday, April 1, 2023

S.B.T. 445

 things get disconnected


at the cottage in the beach-grass in March
a silken garment
, a sari arched to dry

let loose from the clothesline, rippling as it rose  

to kiss the clouds in a moment of

playful elation


Some years later, walking along the shore, 

I recalled a whistling sound as it unwound

I pause to note even now,

the same rose pink is fashionable as it always has been
the color of love

 


















Monday, March 28, 2022

S.B.T. 444

 Did I tell you? I'm not me any more. 

it's the same me sometimes and then an evolving creature presently sitting, when bird-call in a treetop near the window lifts the air melodic and insistently - the electric clicking keyboard coincides, humming processor and counterpoint pulse revolving harmony......i’m not me anymore


it’s one of those h.p. lovecraft misty harbor days, a mysterious bearded fog lurking far past the shore, huddling in the street, hovering around the houses and trees. The kind of day you can only lean on softly, it can only carry so much.

Some words i ran into:

gewgaw
a showy thing, esp.  one that is useless or worthless

tete-a-tete-
a private conversation between 2 people
an S shaped sofa on which 2 people can sit face to face

passim (adv)

(of allusions or references in a published work) to be found at various places throughout the text


skein
a tangled or complicated arrangement, state, or situation
a skein of wild geese
the skeins of her long hair, a skein of lies


 

tete-a-tete skein example

1. years ago while in hospital it seemed more serious to others than it did to me because I just knew I was all right and I don’t know how I knew but I knew. I can't be fooled.

passim response:

1. Carl Young included that subject in his area of study and writings. It's about attitude and orientation.

gewgaw skein reaction:

1. It is a magical thing beyond the limits of that pocket of interest


Bungled coincidence Struggle,

Best wishes,



Saturday, February 26, 2022

S.B.T. 443


made of light

I’ll refuse to hear about our dark and devilish ways borne out by history, because you all know it’s imagined, not real, if you think it’s real that’s why it’s real; to you. If it’s real to you, your friends your family then it’s so-called realness gets bigger, it’s a village, then a city. When you consider the world population, it’s big. But it’s just 1% of everything. I won't try to remove evil from the world because I tell you it doesn’t exist, it just isn’t really there. I’ll simply insist and that’s that. If you criticize me for it, you’d be right. If you don’t know how much you need it, you will. Finally, all there is, is Love, and it’s time to know that with certainty, it’s time to rejoice. it just isn’t about evil! Fuggettabbouttit, tear that old building down. Satan needs a new place. His job is done. I say retire to Key West old friend.


Either we’re made of light or not, what do you think? We’re water yes and every molecule is a collection of atomic energy, the energy of Light, being this way is real if real is what you’re after.



Friday, February 25, 2022

S.B.T. 442

 The difference between right and wrong

 

“Suffering shared by both sides of any argument is not the kind of sharing we prefer.”


The poor little plastic nutcracker, the size of a half-dollar, remembered his glory days when he was hung high amid sparkling glass balls and satin bows on the Lindy’s Christmas tree. He sighed and smiled, remembering those days. Nowadays he was at the back of the college science laboratory, in the corner of a pale orange mottled formica countertop next to the microwave and fridge. There were oversized crackled navy blue pottery mugs, each with a collection of pencils, pens, a few straws, elastics, abandoned key-chains, plastic spoons, dusty odds and ends, all overcrowded and usually ignored. It’s funny how often old pens with no ink stay where they are forever.


But this is where our hero is now, his hanging string dangling precipitously from the top of a yellow #2 pencil with a chewed eraser. His home, one at the back of about 3 rows of scattered mugs, had housemates who were dry black and red Sharpies always meditating and some bent copper pin-clips who lived in the basement. But there was also Marian, the baby spoon, and he always looked out for her, he was in the position to do so, dangling from the top. And he had to, it was his duty, he was, after all a soldier with a bugle and 1880’s finest doiuble-breasted marching coat and boots. They really were the only 2 with any awareness in the group, and she was just a child, an orphan really.

He was delighted to have her company.


Then one day, an out-of-work artist who’d been employed by the college as team organizer for the maintenance crew, during a day of rounds to determine the game plan, noticed the reckless lineup of pottery mugs and stepped closer to observe the details. The nutcracker could feel the ground rumbling beneath him as the mugs were pushed away and finally, yes! His mug was lifted high in the air and up next to the mans eyes, where he was SEEN.


“Well lookie here,” the man said, lifting the little plastic nutcracker off the eraserhead “Now I would call you Harold Hill, Harold Hill you shall be! and what’s this? a pretty little baby spoon, it’s a bit tarnished, but I can fix that, I’ll take them both home and keep them for when the grandkids come to visit.”


And so it was, Harold was given a place of honor on the window-sill over the kitchen sink and Marian was propped up next to him. And every year at at holiday times, the man put Harold high on the Tree.


And this is very right.


On the other side of the world, there is an elderly couple hiding in fear, afraid of being killed, afraid of losing their home, watching the skies erupt in flames. There is no character, or time-line to be stretched out, no fresh plot or satisfying ending to this story. Yet.


And this is very wrong.

Thursday, October 14, 2021

S.B.T. 441

The Dangers of Wen

there she was in the hot seat, the camera closing in, she's trying to explain her story to veteran reporter on human interests, Cody Cowlick: 

 "i didn't know what to think," she shrugged, her hands in front like she was holding a potted plant, "i received a promotional notice in my email for WEN hair care, it was convenient and easy," she pleaded, "i always saw the WEN tv ads too late at night to phone in an order and never remembered to look up the website, so this "promotion" made it easy, because i was interested in the product, it just fell into my lap after a long while of considering the purchase" 

 "and so we heard about what happened. would you please tell us how it was that they used your name and finances to traffic in slavery?" 

 "the WEN site that was linked to the email was a false front. my personal/credit and computer address info was placed in compromise and then used to fund some kind of transfers" 

 "oh my goodness! then what happened?" 

 "i was taken away by FBI agents and locked in a psychiatric cell for 37 days" 

"why a psychiatric cell?" 

"because i told them they were crazy to think i'd be involved in anything like that." 

"what do you mean?" 

"in that situation, they took what i said to be offensive or dangerous to them or something, and i was simply expressing myself in the same way i usually would do, nothing loud or abrasive, just incisive. i think i accidentally hypnotized them with the word "crazy" (it rang a bell somewhere in each of them i mean hello) and they turned it back on me, it's what they are trained to do like a knee-jerk reaction, it was easy to lock me up if i was "crazy". and it was nothing more than a kind of cruel discrimination, especially if they thought i really WAS crazy, which they didn't, not really.  imagine how people with real mental disorders can be treated like slaves, that's the whole thing about it." 

"you use the word "slaves", what do you mean by that?" 

 "they are segregated and kept down, medicated and tossed around." 

 "and so what happened finally?" 

"i was finally let go with no charges but i am now having the battle of my life trying to get my children out of the foster system" 

 "well we're holding your children backstage, and here they are! c'mon out kids!" 

 "Mama! mama! MaMa!" the camera pans the children rushing onstage and closes in on the group hug, Cody is grinning, swinging her arms aw shucks. 

 "now we understand, dear, that the courts wont allow you to take the children home, but i have received permission to bring the children to my house where my nanny will see to their needs, and you can come and visit, until the whole deal is done." 

 "oh my god, my kids are gonna live with Cody Cowlick! that's gotta be the best thing in the world! thank you! thank you!" 

 "oh it's no trouble, and you're welcome any time i'll get your paw-print for the door-scanner, and you can come in." 

 "kids, what do you think?" 
 "she has six video game stations" 
"a swimming pool and garden on top of a building" 
"an aviary and a complete tech studio with kid-friendly computers" 
"she even has a sauna and steam bath big enough for fifteen people" 
 "wow that sounds great. ok, let's do this!" (((((((((((((group)))))))))))))))) 

 "then, i hope you'll come over for dinner tomorrow, don't leave before i can scan your paws......thanks everyone, this is Cody Cowlick for the network. good night.

Monday, September 28, 2020

S.B.T. 440

 Inside the head uv a fish writer


She delivers packages, letters, messages, taking the short-cut route through the fields. The sun and wind are freeing, invigorating. She could close her eyes and walk briskly, arms out, reliving a once-upon-a-tme when she was a hefty-winged raven, finding each breath and matching step elevating and exhilarating. Her 2nd stop is always Pola’s farm and zoo, where she bathes and feeds the baby elephant, filling and leaving a basket of fruit for the chattering monkey twins, and lastly, sits to the side of the elderly gentleman panther singing the lullaby her mama sang, while he sips from a bowl of cream.


The earnings are enough to keep the garden seeded and not only feed the gypsy miners, but herself, aunt Reubie in the old stone cottage, and the children Norin and Wita. With barter for nails from the garden vegetables, the gypsy wood-carver made a temple of candles out of broken barnboards, kindling and wood-chop, and she could greet travelers and passersby who stopped to see. The candles when lit together, made a star that could be seen from as far away as can be imagined.


By the way, what was her name?


She was a robust woman of 42 in the days when knights, blinkingly armored, trotted up on horses so strident they were drawn to the likeness of willow and birch in snow. Days of reverence, pride, fear, and pony uprisings.


The simple folk longed to live peacefully in their patched cabins, gentle farmer homes, climbing ivy rancheros, grassland huts, coconut houseboats playing at the river edge. 


She does her best every day to fulfill appointed duties. 13 dusty blue miners last counted eat suppers in decency, she sees to it, an humble feast is ready when they come around 7 pm to gather at the kitchen window, waiting as complete with roasted chicken and fried potato, bread and cream and brandied apples, the "Table Ready!" call would ring out - and they’d dance gaily clamoring for chairs, laughing and singing “La,lalalala Lee…Veritas Veritas…La lalala Lay…..”