Wednesday, February 17, 2010

S.B.T. 230



the lite-flex spinning wheel infomercial


to thread the needle remember the opposite direction is halfway true by reverse in a lean stripe
there is no room for excess beyond exactitude or excuse

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for the lovely crepe d'chine
monogrammed scarf, 
thanx



Thursday, February 11, 2010

S.B.T. 93



"We can afford to blow off the jobs asking for an advertisers oilyrainbow ballad or some skinny chrome shine hit with no need to hurry or wait for the moment the gears would spin." That statement startled the staff, everyone searching for someones eyes to steady on, since the first big song sidestepped turned round and jjitterbugged to the center spotlight. It created a kind of success that requires bulky rockabilly costume trunks postmarked with ascetic history stamps. Just a few fridays before when we realized it didnt matter, it was not w/o ennui.

"dam tricky timing" she had to rephrase the lyrics once more again to some 16th notes just pissed (just a chance to see the sky somewhere w/o the cracked window and relentless engine of silence intruding on the ear.







how presumptuous she spit out the back "chew us"
'why bother 2 change this bit on the 16th bar? just cuz hambone can't reach his note fuggettit'
slam, a flat chop on the file cabinet, mmm hmmm hmmm, she started humming. with a velvet pine resin and capo cloth started polishing the luminous surface of the cameo locket i wore around my neck.

from the tinroof brick garret top the old textile mill we couldnt have predicted this diamatrix living those years luminously wickered from swollen summer so deep o into old brother winter wearing white with beaded snowmen. decking out with march hare and leprechauns in may...

(once uponatime she could stroll down 2nd avenue and not find a rainquote gently laid on a mud puddle 4a ladys white pumps 2 glide over) the waves and gestures of pride tipping hats blowing kisses. smiles with slow melting glacial weariness slickd in the sweaty corners. to repeat it so   often repeat it so   often it was no   not that again   back in 88 if i hadnt done that television interview i said yes eyes watering a balloon rising and inside of it a picture of a yacht in full sail billowing on a blue sea with sunlight melting butter over popcornclouds) tell it like it was she sighed.
"now is the last thing i ever first wanted" the thoughts circling her head vibrate like cello strings in remote attendance to the siren of a medic van in traffic. A few rooms away some heavy heeled New Orleans charleston slide from ear to ear. thumpthump fiddleplex contradance audition. and in her headphones voices insinuate lyric for a tragicomedy of error theme as it slips beneath the shallows of a blue lagoon. proud and trusting in knowing the way to hunt and gather unknowable risk in realtime space because .thats how it is, we carry on

the studio tablature of speaking in 'how things are' is the basic language of creation. clearly the next idea will be better than before is a motto  “You are” "I am" “That is a” it would coincide with one or another calligraphic sweep scribbled with strikethrough. in comic relief what she always said "it would have occurred if it hadnt been so cursed or was it cured

all the while we are walking in a landscape christo-draped w/gauze tenderly plucking non-pythagorean notes whirling into orbits turning mobius melodies inside out.





first written 11/08/08 - rewrkd now



Tuesday, February 9, 2010

S.B.T. 229

the dancer 2


over fate not spent 
labor and loot, lumber

not desiring a previous days modesty
the dancer leaps 
in peace of morning measures

the mask of time intrudes
toward future replacements.
minus startle stun or soothe
en pointe through thunder

heart stamp, stone, of solace 
and birdcalls 
waving young rope
the body cage has no walls

alive dimension to disappear
and fall into the rough linen
turtle bootstrap deserter

strain the ear to attend
listen
suspense 
to make man from music






Monday, February 8, 2010

S.B.T. 228

i have to skip over the posts between 128 and 228
remarkable the exact number of missing psts is onehundred
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an hourglass sifts time behind my eyes
i hear my own hearts thin glass
a prism or two leaks harmonica
through the empty shadow
i hear your smile crinkle stretch
i laugh as we make plans
without knowing
how i ever would
fulfill them

Thursday, March 5, 2009

S.B.T. 127





now the material is dated, sort of (recorded in 2007), however, the performance of gwbush doing a performance (art piece) is hilarious

thankyou to whomever it was, i can't remember who sent this to me, but thanks and if its you please remind me, thanks again

xxx

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

S.B.T. 126


“its been a long winter and it isnt over yet”

“spring must be nearing
to hear the frogs croaking
with wartled wisdom”

characters from faierie tales tumble down the hill
the scarf muffled sound of their cries falling
over snowdrifts, a hairpin maneuver of the pedal
2 or more or less to austeer the sleigh

spring whispers, when winter finally recedes
an exhalation of skyblue relief
who knew how long it would take 2 c vibrant nature appear
in a lilypadded cloak ribbiting

2.
what wonders r 2 b dis covered
each infinite moment of borrowd perfection
every gift of breath and width of eye
blink
hush it shouldnt be surely spoken
but simply undressed and awoken
in native cycles betokend
yeigh tho it sleigh
yo tho it snow in
prelude to the ideas of march
in which the winds do blo
or the wind doth blow
or dost bloweth through cloudfilms barely escaping
in so white of a sky so cool of a waking
so lively the singing of birds on the limbs
nudes of bonebranches pushing green trims
the robins return in 2 showers of wing
2 royal bluegrass and gold crocus king
in under crystals of ice 
'merging spring


xxx

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

S.B.T. 125



i can say a word a word like ‘drench’ to indicate a darkening or i could say ‘soak’ and i can xplein i use this word because it & yet but gracefully conveys a shadow, euphamystically lets say. choosing a paint color, at the moment it is greyish blackish and thin watered down sepia ink applied to shading the most academically basic approach to color ha ha. choosing a lightresistant color and inflecting into a contrasting surface, a luscious cream base a deceptively rich surface perhaps a surface that reflects designs i mean desires so i may use a pallette knife a dry brush  a comb or my fingers to carve lines apply textures, basically (use techniques) with the surface texture while the paint is still wet or create the texture through an overloaded paintbrush leaving valleys and hills of color in its wake. or do away with any kind of surface texture whatever and paint photographically flat in thin layers or in a gouache style to create some monumental startling superrealism but i compromise with loose relatively flat strokes. The effect can be conjectured easily sensing the language nuances and moods of color and how far they reach what particular shade is in complement and/or in direct/indirect opposition or satisfaction without letting go of the scope and compositional gestalting or the interaction of colors one to the other and each to the all within a defined space
the intermixing and laying of color. is a finetuned sensory apparatus emulsified. in an invision a blend to the outvision where hands eyes thought perception intertwine. the rightness of it and result indicates the next motion. now, the motion itself can become the central focus, like the action painter, makes those little repetitive stroke motions like a dance strokes bcuz the way it feels and it goes with the music ambient or played in the studio. and the visual qualities are intended to match the thrill on another level of perception and it will it will and will call it art.

lets say there is a pie, a key lime pie ok has discernable layers. the crust, the filling, the meringue. if the entire pie is all meringue certain selective tastebuds will find it delicious whipped and creamy, its sweet, it is easy to see, on the top, its fluffy. you know w/o effort what it is, its the white stuff.  the blending of flavor is just within that particular parameter. the kind of pie used in slapstick according to entertainment standards a pie in the face is supposed to be enjoyable shocking or funny to watch. i aways like seeing how it lands but it appears 2b soap bubbles not something 2 enjoy eating and they always seemd to be spitting it out or wiping it off. if someone threw a real key lime pie in my face i guess i would eat what i could of it before washing my face.

but i have digressed from the process of the painting. so i drove west to the berkshire mountains and stopped at the roadside rest the mass pike before lenox and quickly set up and within a few hours as it was cold, i had this study, done in acrylic and water on bristol paper plein aire. and i didnt paint what i saw entirely as there was snow and i didnt want so much white.

there was a slight accident there, a plumbing truck swiped the back side and cracked open the rearlight frame and the plastic red and orange colored windows popped out and lay helpless on the lot concrete. the driver jumped out, apologhizing, saying he was watching the painting and didnt see the car. “lets not do the insurance thing” he said after we’d exchanged id’s and info and numbers. the next day a man came and looked over the damage, took down model numbers and such and said he’d be back in a few days to fix it, saying sorry again for the accident looking at me i said “it was an accident” and “the driver was very helpful”. he said “thank you”

so the picture of the berkshire valley with hills and clouds by accident attained an unusual significance, albeit just 2 me and the driver of that truck, and now perhaps to you who would have thought “nice purple mountains” or something maybe like that or “crappy painting” or whatever if i only put the picture here and not the story. still there is the story which is a big part of it. the story/picture could be cleaner or more obvious but repetition gets tiresome after a while and i'd have to cultivate a new vein to keep shooting that dopelike agenda
which gets ingrained in the process as a blind spot unseen and needs regular checkups. when a viewer approaches the work they may see a blend of circumstance or at the least a projection. so it becomes clearer and i back off from any kind of judgement xcept i like it or not which is just what the child or uninformed would do, however the twist is in recognition rather than reaction. ‘hold” said the cameraman “suspend reaction....now, show feeling"










anyway so what happens in the studio later is that the study would be emplyed for further study and built into a final vision, a darn near serious painting ha ha. but no, i was more inclined to scan the original and put it through some complex selections and filter. and so it became the other thing. and then within that other thing i
found some creatures in the sky.
inside the lateral leap is a whole new thing. you want some pie? i'll make some java

xxx